Behind stagnation – April 27, 2026
Dream #1 : Behind stagnation
Dream : I dreamed that I was in a company meeting room with my sister (a difficulty sometimes managing abundance, due to dispersions in too many needs, insecurities, emotional dependency) - the company's leader and founder- and several colleagues. We were discussing an important reform plan for the company.
There was a very good proposal, and I thought it should be implemented immediately to resolve the company's stagnation. But my sister postponed it for a month or two, saying that time would be more suitable. I asked her why she wouldn’t implement it right away when the company was in such urgent need of change.
In the next scene, I found myself in a house with some company colleagues. They were burning something that created smoke. When I asked them what they were doing, they explained that they were trying to recreate the ambience where my sister had been kidnapped, hoping it would help her release the fear from that experience and heal.
Then I suddenly saw an image of my sister sitting huddled in a room, hugging her knees, terrified during the kidnapping. I worried whether the kidnappers had harmed her.
Yet I still felt that something was wrong with this healing process—because it didn’t seem to address the true core of the problem .
When I woke up, I felt empathy and I could understand why my sister had postponed to changing.
Dream #2 : The fear of being unloved
Dream : I dreamed that my company organized a party and required a very large payment, around $390 USD. At first, I asked my husband, and he agreed to give me the money.
I was driving alone on a country road full of green rice fields and a lot of water, which was overflowing the banks.
Then I went to a place, perhaps to see a concert, and parked my motorbike in a spot that was very hard to remember.
I also met my husband there along with his friends. He saw me but barely paid any attention to me.
When we left, he was still indifferent. He even said he couldn't give me the money for the party because he needed to save for the family.
I felt very sad and angry. When my boss asked if I wanted to sign up, I thought of saying no, but I didn't dare tell her for fear of offending her. Afterward, I had to drive home by myself.
I had a very hard time finding the bike. It turned out I had parked it near a thatched hut. The security guard came out to get my bike.
There was no proper path for the motorbike to descend, so he took a shovel, had me sit on it, and lowered me down to the road (which was full of water).
Then he carried my motorbike down and waded through the water to open the gate for me. Seeing him struggle for a long time without opening it, the thought crossed my mind: Is he trying to assault me?
Which made me feel afraid. But that did not happen. I drove home, crying and feeling sorry for myself because of how my husband had treated me.
At that moment, I thought about divorce. Returning home, I talked to my husband and blamed him for not keeping his promise to give me money for the party.
In anger, I told him to prepare the divorce papers because I couldn't bear this situation anymore.
What disturbed me the most was that he was calm and agreed to the divorce without any hesitation.
Then he headed toward the chicken coop. I ran after him and said : Why did you agree so quickly?
He replied: So I can escape this difficult situation and you can find a better person. So you won't nag anymore.
At that moment, I was genuinely terrified of losing him. When he walked into the kitchen, I followed, crying and hitting his chest, asking, how could you decide so fast? Don't you love me anymore?
Dream #1 : Behind stagnation
Dream : I dreamed that I was in a company meeting room with my sister (a difficulty sometimes managing abundance, due to dispersions in too many needs, insecurities, emotional dependency) - the company's leader and founder- and several colleagues. We were discussing an important reform plan for the company.
There was a very good proposal, and I thought it should be implemented immediately to resolve the company's stagnation. But my sister postponed it for a month or two, saying that time would be more suitable. I asked her why she wouldn’t implement it right away when the company was in such urgent need of change.
In the next scene, I found myself in a house with some company colleagues. They were burning something that created smoke. When I asked them what they were doing, they explained that they were trying to recreate the ambience where my sister had been kidnapped, hoping it would help her release the fear from that experience and heal.
Then I suddenly saw an image of my sister sitting huddled in a room, hugging her knees, terrified during the kidnapping. I worried whether the kidnappers had harmed her.
Yet I still felt that something was wrong with this healing process—because it didn’t seem to address the true core of the problem .
When I woke up, I felt empathy and I could understand why my sister had postponed to changing.
Dream #2 : The fear of being unloved
Dream : I dreamed that my company organized a party and required a very large payment, around $390 USD. At first, I asked my husband, and he agreed to give me the money.
I was driving alone on a country road full of green rice fields and a lot of water, which was overflowing the banks.
Then I went to a place, perhaps to see a concert, and parked my motorbike in a spot that was very hard to remember.
I also met my husband there along with his friends. He saw me but barely paid any attention to me.
When we left, he was still indifferent. He even said he couldn't give me the money for the party because he needed to save for the family.
I felt very sad and angry. When my boss asked if I wanted to sign up, I thought of saying no, but I didn't dare tell her for fear of offending her. Afterward, I had to drive home by myself.
I had a very hard time finding the bike. It turned out I had parked it near a thatched hut. The security guard came out to get my bike.
There was no proper path for the motorbike to descend, so he took a shovel, had me sit on it, and lowered me down to the road (which was full of water).
Then he carried my motorbike down and waded through the water to open the gate for me. Seeing him struggle for a long time without opening it, the thought crossed my mind: Is he trying to assault me?
Which made me feel afraid. But that did not happen. I drove home, crying and feeling sorry for myself because of how my husband had treated me.
At that moment, I thought about divorce. Returning home, I talked to my husband and blamed him for not keeping his promise to give me money for the party.
In anger, I told him to prepare the divorce papers because I couldn't bear this situation anymore.
What disturbed me the most was that he was calm and agreed to the divorce without any hesitation.
Then he headed toward the chicken coop. I ran after him and said : Why did you agree so quickly?
He replied: So I can escape this difficult situation and you can find a better person. So you won't nag anymore.
At that moment, I was genuinely terrified of losing him. When he walked into the kitchen, I followed, crying and hitting his chest, asking, how could you decide so fast? Don't you love me anymore?
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Dream #1 : Behind stagnation
Dream : I dreamed that I was in a company meeting room with my sister (a difficulty sometimes managing abundance, due to dispersions in too many needs, insecurities, emotional dependency) - the company's leader and founder- and several colleagues. We were discussing an important reform plan for the company.
There was a very good proposal, and I thought it should be implemented immediately to resolve the company's stagnation. But my sister postponed it for a month or two, saying that time would be more suitable. I asked her why she wouldn’t implement it right away when the company was in such urgent need of change.
In the next scene, I found myself in a house with some company colleagues. They were burning something that created smoke. When I asked them what they were doing, they explained that they were trying to recreate the ambience where my sister had been kidnapped, hoping it would help her release the fear from that experience and heal.
Then I suddenly saw an image of my sister sitting huddled in a room, hugging her knees, terrified during the kidnapping. I worried whether the kidnappers had harmed her.
Yet I still felt that something was wrong with this healing process—because it didn’t seem to address the true core of the problem .
When I woke up, I felt empathy and I could understand why my sister had postponed to changing.
Dream #2 : The fear of being unloved
Dream : I dreamed that my company organized a party and required a very large payment, around $390 USD. At first, I asked my husband, and he agreed to give me the money.
I was driving alone on a country road full of green rice fields and a lot of water, which was overflowing the banks.
Then I went to a place, perhaps to see a concert, and parked my motorbike in a spot that was very hard to remember.
I also met my husband there along with his friends. He saw me but barely paid any attention to me.
When we left, he was still indifferent. He even said he couldn't give me the money for the party because he needed to save for the family.
I felt very sad and angry. When my boss asked if I wanted to sign up, I thought of saying no, but I didn't dare tell her for fear of offending her. Afterward, I had to drive home by myself.
I had a very hard time finding the bike. It turned out I had parked it near a thatched hut. The security guard came out to get my bike.
There was no proper path for the motorbike to descend, so he took a shovel, had me sit on it, and lowered me down to the road (which was full of water).
Then he carried my motorbike down and waded through the water to open the gate for me. Seeing him struggle for a long time without opening it, the thought crossed my mind: Is he trying to assault me?
Which made me feel afraid. But that did not happen. I drove home, crying and feeling sorry for myself because of how my husband had treated me.
At that moment, I thought about divorce. Returning home, I talked to my husband and blamed him for not keeping his promise to give me money for the party.
In anger, I told him to prepare the divorce papers because I couldn't bear this situation anymore.
What disturbed me the most was that he was calm and agreed to the divorce without any hesitation.
Then he headed toward the chicken coop. I ran after him and said : Why did you agree so quickly?
He replied: So I can escape this difficult situation and you can find a better person. So you won't nag anymore.
At that moment, I was genuinely terrified of losing him. When he walked into the kitchen, I followed, crying and hitting his chest, asking, how could you decide so fast? Don't you love me anymore?
